Its been a long time since I ever felt this
Looking back at all the battles I have dealt with
And I got all the scars just to prove that
Me?
Boyfriend material who knew that?
Young teen love got a nigga heart struck
Fell under a coma dealing with hard drugs
Serpents lye in the prettiest bodies and faces you’ve ever seen kinda feels like a big fucked up dream
Naw I aint dirty
And no I ain’t gonna run off and smash
If you do that I hope that your man knows about your past
tagged along with my friends just to make time pass
And they would always mention you like where the fuck she at?
I’m not perfect but I feel like I’m worth it..
but a fool you had to be
You stabbed me.in the back and pulled it out slow to watch me bleed
I asked you once I’m too grown to be playing your games kid
You can’t come up with an answer you just pleading the fifth
but I bet one thing..
I could say one thing..
Your mom will fucking hate me
…
But take a look at your history misery loves company
Now look at my history with herb and some other shit in me
I tried washing you down with Hennessey
Hoping you’d become a memory…
R.I.P to my liver.
screamed muthafuck my life to the drugs I was a prisoner..
Cause I thought that I was wasting my time on money and roses and gifts
Just so it can all end. In the ocean with the fish
leave it on myself to get better
The wounds on this soldier
I tried not being there when you cried by showing you a cold shoulder…
See I’m sick of all this running. You wasn’t telling me shit
Tried playing you off like it was nothing with the People I’m with…
A year ago i told you once I’m too grown to be playing ya games kid
You couldn’t come up with an answer
you where pleading the fifth.
and that was just a year ago..
it all happened within a year….
